funny funny funny~

can't keep myself from laffing after hearing the conversation.. I wonder if she ever think before she say anything.. I tot I was the one who is too simple minded.. but I think she is so much worst..

work is still the same, just piling up on me.. and i get stress by it. few more weeks to go and i will just say sayonara..

i thinking of going to do pedicure.. cut my hair, trim my eyebrow.

so tired...

no voice, and ulcer in my tongue.. how to tok to customer.

YawnZ~

so long nv update le.. working life is tiring..

jus got kick by my sales manger on my leg so damn painful.. nearly can't walk.. was limping away sometimes ago.

i ate a lot of food these days, dunno why.. jus eat eat and eat.. after lunch break, I am always so tired or to say sleepy..

my life.. always in a mess i guess.. but myself, i'm quite organized.

god doesn't give me a chance so i will just give myself a chance.

life has been sucky, tears rolling, anger blazing.. and heart breaking.. disappointments..

no matter wat.. i guess life still goes on..

going to cut my hair.. its getting out of hand.

friends.. i need to chill abit.. anyone wanna help me..

my lines~

felt that I look pathetic and feel that I am pathetic.. why do I go to the extent of getting myself into all this when I didn't need to.. my heart fill with wounds that were not heal and yet salt are still being sprinkle on them time and again.. it will nv heal then. one moment I was smiling from ears to ears.. another I was crying my heart out thru the night.

ask me why is this so.. I no longer even had the strenght to defend my own views.. to avoid quarrels.. what you say today at the food court, i was surprised.. over 3 years, u nv let me felt so care for but it seems too late.. as i couldn't even bring myself to smile..

i lost my smile.. all coz i was numb thru what you did.. now i understand why pple always say find someone who love you more then you love them..

i got another Junith Mcnaught book but was somehow worried that i can't finish it before the due date.. tml 2 men work again.. I just can't stand some pple working attitude.. but forget it.. no one is perfect..

i am nt perfect too and seems like i am far from perfect..

bored bored bored...

sometimes I feel like I am from another era..

after so many years, i have become someone who is so quiet.. so introvert nowadays. I dont understand why..

I seems to have change into someone different.

i have build a wall ard me.. to protect myself..

no one realli care what i say or abt my views..

i put myself into work to keep myself from thinking too much..

different from others..

had been quarrelling with my bf again this few days and getting so sick and tired of it..

sick and tired of being treated so unimptantly and also so not appreciated..

I need to get more working clothes and shoes and blah blah blah..

I fail my driving test again all coz the teter insist I wanna drive thru red light when I already step on the brake... so fuck up.. demoralized and sian diao.

i need a break.

gonna settle my SIM stuff first.

At Work~

getting damn sleepy now coz nothing to do.. and my chair is so comfy..

went to the toilet this morning again.. for DA HAO..

feeling so jelly and sick now.

friday is always so bored.. somemore still got driving lessons later on..

i need a good sleep.. probably able to do so on sat..

now i got to get a rest.. my stomach is acting up again.

piles and piles of worries...

I have so many things on my mind recently..

my driving test...

my relationship...

my work..

my studies..

i'm tired..