unbearable pain...

define L O V E?

i tried to be more positive..

i really did... watching everything that is happening around me.. i stop, look, think and i carry on..

as i go, i keep learning.. yet my heart felt pain.. a kind of hopelessness.. asking myself hundreds of questions again and again.. but answers don't find me.. it just makes me feel so much worst...

the price of pride.. is so much more impt to many pple today... but come to think of it.. how much have one lost in the end of the day just because one wants to save the little pride he/she have? much more?

i want to read little prince.

when u doubt, u fear, u lost..

been so busy with my stuffs.. no time to even organise my birthday.. dunno how..

so tired.. enjoying Sherman's class.. nowadays..

when things become so hopeless.. one day.. u feel nothing..

NUMB..

shall go and watch my show now..

a perfect stranger.

feeling so bored now...

abit worried now as my baby niece fall from the bed and landed in hospital... omg.. how can this kind of thing happen.

had a nice lunch.. love it..

sometimes i just hate kids..

had a horrible time on the bus..

now, my updated wish list.

• 2 Watches (one dark and one light color)
• Havaianas Heels Sandals
• Straw bag from Muji
• Tube Bikini

feeling damn frustrated now looking at the things happening...

i just hate biasness... despite the difference between a pussy and a dick.. they are both part of human beings organs right......... and from your fucking body.. all this reminds me so much of mum.. i wonder if i had not leave home that night.. what would become of me.. thanks dia for giving me a place to sleep.. arghzzzz....

my fucking neighbour is shouting like a mad woman now... making me even more frustrated... i feel like opening the door and ask her to shut up...

so many work on my desk unfinished and my students are going to have their exams soon.. dear god.. tell me how I manage... well, since morning, I have been clearing here and there but still it will take a few more days to finish.. all thanks to the low efficiency of the other party.

my students Jerry and Sherman are getting... but I think I like teaching Sherman better. =) Well, I think he likes me too.. ha ha..

Marc keep pestering me to load my wish list but it really seems that my wish list is quite empty. So sad.. and yest my IPOD just hang on me.. thru the whole trip on the bus.. so maybe I'm adding a mp3 to my wish list.. not decided yet... I will spare some thoughts for your pockets... ha ha.. my Esprit watch timing have been jumping here and there too.. damn irritated despite going to the watch shop for major repairs twice and it is still having problems...

Alright, I shall post part of my wish list here...

• 2 Watches (one dark and one light color)
• Havaianas Heels Sandals
• Straw bag from Muji

I see what I can add on so u guys can have more choice.. coz i Noe dia is so afraid that i would run away from her that she wont buy sandals for me.. *blush... lol.. miss u guys..

busy days ahead... Kampate!!!